Posted by: sho on: November 15, 2009
I try to wipe you out of the memory banks of my mind,
as if you don’t even exist;
but as much as I attempt to do so I fail.
Memories of you are ever here.
Half of me dislike you for putting through so much hell.
The other half can’t tolerate to be alone
and I rather have you to return home.
I am not going to deny that my feelings for you are still alive…
and your absence has made them stronger than ever.
When are you going to realize that we belong together?
It has been extremely difficult to go to sleep without having you by my side.
I wish that some where in your heart you feel the same for me.
Just look a little deeper…
past the anger, hurts and sorrows of todays life
then you will see that you still do love me.
And we do exist together forever…
Posted by: sho on: November 14, 2009
You left me not too long ago
and yet it seems like forever.
I reminisce the day you left all this time
because I was right there beside you
I can’t seem to get over the feelings I had,
at that very moment I felt so alone.
It grew cold in the room
that I lost all feelings and sense
All I had was pure silence and disbelief,
I saw people moving towards you all around me
and yet I couldn’t move a step towards you.
I couldn’t distinguish my emotions
because I wasn’t sure of them
I felt soo much anger and sadness, but I couldn’t cry.
At that moment I wasn’t sure what was wrong.
And now after many days gone it all comes back to me
Every tear I held in falls, and now I can’t seem to stop it…
I’ve realized how much I missed you
and how much I’ve needed you here
but there is no way for me to reach out for your touch.
I feel so alone right now,
that I just wish you could take me with
Posted by: sho on: November 14, 2009
You came into my life unexpectedly,
and everything took a turn for the better.
Your warm eyes, your laugh,
the sincere way you speak,
and the kindness you showed me,
all became a part of my life.
As you unfolded yourself to me,
I discovered more and more beauty.
I have never seen so much
gentleness in one person.
Without even knowing it,
you were slowly making a place
for yourself in my heart.
It used to seem so hard at times
to feel so close in a relationship.
But it’s so easy to feel close to you.
I can’t tell you how nice that feels.
I realize now that I had never known
what it meant to be loved
until I was loved by you.
Posted by: sho on: November 14, 2009
You make me feel special,
You make me feel new,
You make me feel loved,
With everything you do.
You hold me close when I am sad.
You wipe the tears from my face.
Every time we are together,
It seems like the perfect place.
My eyes light up when you enter a room.
I smile when we are together.
No matter how bad things are,
You always make them better.
I just want you to know,
That even though we sometimes fight,
I cant stay away from you!
No matter what, day or night.
Posted by: sho on: November 14, 2009
I have a feeling.
A feeling that can’t be explained.
I can only feel the feeling.
I just wish it didn’t hurt so much.
Sometimes I cry.
Sometimes I smile.
This feelings only for you.
I just wish I could explain it.
Maybe you would understand it,
Or maybe you wouldn’t.
I care so much for you
More then you could know.
I wish you felt the same
Maybe someday you would
But no one will know but you.
Posted by: sho on: November 14, 2009
How do I tell you exactly how I feel
Would you believe me when I say its for real
Or would you walk away from me
Without even trying to see
I’ve felt like this for a while now
But I never told you, I don’t know how
It’s very hard for me to explain
But you always stopped me from going insane
for me you have always been there
you were the only person that would care
But my love for you continues to hide
My friend, without you I would have died
I’m afraid you won’t feel the same
And you’ll think its some game
But its not, this isn’t from my head
It’s from the heart, not some book I read
I like you more than just a friend
But you probably wouldn’t understand
That’s why I haven’t told you about this feeling
Rejection is what I’m afraid it’ll bring
So I continue to have this “secret crush”
I want to tell you but the voices say to hush
So I keep it deep down in my heart
Afraid of everything falling apart…
Posted by: sho on: July 3, 2009
I awake each day with a smile
And greet it with a laugh;
The world is a treasure to me
…Because of you.
Every time I think of something sad,
I replace the thought- with you!
My mind is instantly changed
And my heart is filled with gladness.
Every breath I take is meant for you,
I live this life surrounded in joy
And I bathe in the promise of your love,
My soul belongs to you.
Each time I see something beautiful
I want to take it and bring it to you;
My life has so much meaning now
All because of you…
Posted by: sho on: July 2, 2009
Don’t you know I care
You’re my snuggly teddy bear.
When you wrap your arms around me
Each time that you draw near
I feel your love surround me
Troubles seem to disappear.
You comfort me in sorrow
You bring sunshine to my life
I am so very thankful
That I became your one an only.
The years may come and go
But one thing I know for sure
My love for you grows deeper
No other could replace you
We were surely meant to be
I hope you know I love you
When words don’t come to me.
Posted by: sho on: July 2, 2009
I understand the why
Yet I cannot grasp the how;
But if this is the way you must handle us
I will try to understand somehow.
There is one thing that I ask
As you walk away;
Please create a corner in your heart for me
So at least, there, I can always stay.
You will always be my love
That will never change;
Though we are going separate ways
That fact remains the same.
I know we must let each other go
Circumstances force us to set each other free;
But today, I give back to you . . . your words -
Touch Yourself and You Touch Me.
Posted by: sho on: June 8, 2009
My love for you is so strong..
My nights are long,
Since you have been gone.
I miss our love we used to share.
My heart’s not the same since
you have gone.
I lay awake at night thinking of
all the love we shared.
I miss you oh so very much.
I pray that you will come back.
I miss you as the days go by.
Without you here I realize
Just what you mean to me
And how much I love you.
You are my life, my world,
my everything.
I miss you!
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